Why

is it easier to forgive other people than to forgive the members of your family…

I mean…Why do the mistakes of other people are easily forgotten or doesn’t cause such a big deal… You can just forget the mistake and go on without discussing it… I just let it pass… Does that mean I care to much? or I’m that troubled when it comes to my family? Or they are the only ones whom I can trouble with my questions? You see, that’s why I have a blog…i think they deserve to have a moment of silence, some peaceful time by themselves… 

I always ask for an explanation about everything….(they are so used to it…and I am grateful they’re really really patient…)

I can make small things a big deal… I complicate things… I think too much… I worry too much…

I am too much… *sob*