F_wends

So, I had a hard time with the exam…(since i was not able to study…) actually i read , i mean scanned my lecture notes and unfortunately, i didn’t get it…

Uhmmm..wait..I’m dizzy… I snoozed from 4 pm upto i guess 12 midnight…which maskes me nocturnal, now…huh?!

I miss my college buddies…  I think it’s too early to miss them..I don’t know… I just had this feeling that we’re moving apart… No more goofing and playng around…I guess I’m getting attached… We had our last meal …Or should I say we ahd pizza for our last snack together… I didn’t even get to drink with them… i think they don’t drink…(whenever i drink i feel happy or happier?! or happiest!? ^_^)  

I remember when I’m still at the university, i am so attached with my high school friends that I did doubt my decision, choosing the u_nibersidad from the o_ldest u_niversity in manila, i guess… I prayed to have a bunch of friends …I prayed for true friend/s…

My prayer was answered, through my batchmates in the organization…and even my b_rods and s_isses…although not all of them… (although i get to mingle with some of our seniors especially during our "reporting days") and a guy whom i thought a g*y… I will never forget the day when I said to him…that I will surely miss him and then burst into tears…Then he said "Naalala mo nung sinabi kong okay lang naman na umalis ako…tska wala naman akong maiiwan eh"… (btw he moved to another campus…) i won’t quote what he said after because I can’t remember the exact words he used…Bottomline is that he said that he guessed it wrong and he’s thinking of not transferring…ANd then we went to the seminar we’re supposed to attend and then after that we walked the same path home for the last time…

I cried because he’s leaving (i felt he’s a true friend and he is..) and i’m so comfortable relating to him whatever…i mean…everything…as in… We still have communication ( thanks to friendster and yahoo and we were able to get each other’s contact number…) but I guess were not the same people…i know that this phrase is super "gasgas"but it is true, that people change… what keeps us apart is not distance. yeah distance is a factor and the environment, another would be, we no longer have the similarities… i guess it’s true for most cases…

Oh my, there will be added friends to my list of "friends i miss"… *sad*