Chikka X-Messenger
April 23, 2008Hindi ko alam kung gaano nakatagal to… Chikka X-Messenger.. o d ba hanep?!
hindi mo na kailangan maginstall..unless gusto mo ung Chikka Classic nila…
Wala lang natuwa lang ako… Sama sama na lahat sa listahan mo ung nsa ym, msn, aim at kung ano ano pa…
O_T_H Ep 14
I’ve watched O_TH last night, (i thank dailymotion for that)… All in all, I didn’t like this episode…Although I really liked the voice over of N_athan in the end…Actually, I take note of the lines which I like in every episode…I started with episode13…I believe that the lines are way better in earlier seasons… I am thinking of giving H_eroes a second chance…because I do like H_iro N_akamura there… He’s the light of that drama… I should worry about my site… and the P_hilnit review materials… and the books I would like to finish reading… ta-ta
Why
is it easier to forgive other people than to forgive the members of your family…
I mean…Why do the mistakes of other people are easily forgotten or doesn’t cause such a big deal… You can just forget the mistake and go on without discussing it… I just let it pass… Does that mean I care to much? or I’m that troubled when it comes to my family? Or they are the only ones whom I can trouble with my questions? You see, that’s why I have a blog…i think they deserve to have a moment of silence, some peaceful time by themselves…
I always ask for an explanation about everything….(they are so used to it…and I am grateful they’re really really patient…)
I can make small things a big deal… I complicate things… I think too much… I worry too much…
I am too much… *sob*
Ho-hum
April 22, 2008I went to school at around 10:30 am to "get" my grades. Sadly, I’m not a scholar anymore… I am not after the title of being a "scholar"… It’s the "joy" it brings to my parents… Aside from the discount…I think it’s a way of showing that I do study… It’s an assurance that I do spend time reading lecture notes or books… that I just don’t sleep,eat, surf the net, watch movies or series… Atleast they think that I do have my life back, that everything’s back to normal…but I won’t be the same…ever…
If I am not mistaken, I spend almost 90% of my time infront of the computer so, you could just imagine how healthy i am… When i decided to transfer because of the incident… I don’t want to go to school, to learn… "My dreams were shattered…" I lose hope.. I went to school thinking of my parents..not thinking of my dreams or plans in life… I remind myself how luvky i am to have them as my parents… how understanding and supportive my parents are… I’ll borrow the line my classmate used last term "I could have done better…"
Yeah … I didn’t study hard, I didn’t give my best, now i’ll face my parents’ disappointment…
I told my mother (two years ago):
Mommy, kapag mabait ang magulang, masama ang anak…
Kapag mabait ang anak, masama ang magulang…
I reasoned out that if both the parents and the children are good then you’ve got a perfect family… being close to perfect, maybe…
Aw
April 19, 2008I am thinking of giving a card to a "friend" because it’s her birthday tomorrow… (more…)
F_wends
April 17, 2008So, I had a hard time with the exam…(since i was not able to study…) actually i read , i mean scanned my lecture notes and unfortunately, i didn’t get it…
Uhmmm..wait..I’m dizzy… I snoozed from 4 pm upto i guess 12 midnight…which maskes me nocturnal, (more…)
O_T_H Episode !3: E_choes, S_ilence, P_atience and G_race
April 15, 2008
Yay! I’ll be able to watch the episode in an hour… I still need to design another d_iagram since the first diagram did not refer to the d_iagram my other groupmate created…What a bummer! Anyway..I haven’t reviewed for our p_roject m_anagement exam tomorrow… ta-ta!
Mood
Again, I made a mistake, I burst into tears last night… I know I’m too old for crying…but that’s how, who or what I am…whatever!!! argh i mean, public static void main(String[] args)…. Not funny! ^_^ *Sigh* Ever since that incident from 2004 happened, I think I have become "super" ___ …
I saw this weeks ago…
Regret for wasted time is more wasted time. -Mason Cooley
Anyway, I won’t dwell on things like these anymore…
I am happy now…
This Saturday, we’re going to Laguna… Laguna = no internet connection… But reunion = Laguna… So even if reunion = no internet connection…we’ll have a good time… I hope… ^_^
O_T_H / A_I
April 12, 2008episode 13…two more days…no, make it three…(allot one day for uploading the vids…)
i am (more…)
Hay 2
April 11, 2008…meht ot siht gniod pots ot deen I …etal oot ton s’ti epoh I …otinag oka idnih orep nahetraak gn oka gnal nakaskas ok mala gnA …otinag gn an okoyA.( AO gnan odaysam an amat)…ok agninih gna nir an ok niligip,otelpmuk arap sopat…atam agm gna tikipi ta ok agnet gna napkat at ok gibib gna mokiti gnan ok tapad orugiS…oka namnaan an ote ,ok awanig an souiverp as evigrofan oka alin agn ap idnih iN..alinak as ok osarta agm as oka alin dawatapam arap God is alis naman idniH …yaH gnok yrtne as devlovni gnoat agm as oka namanan an osarta yaM
Hay
April 8, 2008S-T-U-P-I-D
Am I going to stay like this forever?
Just the other day, I told my brother that I’ll strive harder… I want to be a better person…
Talking without thinking is like shooting without aiming…
My friend told me it’s from Maxwell, but when I googled it (yeah, google is now a verb…according to uhmmm..me…) i can’t see a name associated with it…
This afternoon, I blurted out information… actually I just nodded…but that single nod caused enough trouble for everyone… Although I shouldn’t have said that… I felt sorry for the guy… while he’s trying to point out that he’s not "that person" nobody cared to listen… For most of the class…he’s "that person"… ANd I think it’s even obvious that he’s the one they’re accusing…They (he and his girlfriend) aren’t dumb to not notice…Actually, I am also one of them… I’m not just stupid but also a bad person…
I hate myself for being stupid , tactless and careless… A friend told me that I should have thought of the impact my words or that simple nod…would cause…Now it’s too late to regret…What I can do now is to face the consequence…I am responsible for my stupid and careless action…
I am not a friend, nor a confidant/e…
And now, I feel sorry… I really do…
Words of a Tour Guide
April 5, 2008
Take nothing but pictures…
Leave nothing but footprints..
Kill nothing but time…
I heard this from a young tour guide ( young because i think he’s younger than 13) featured in a local tv program. It’s nice to hear him speak English fluently…when asked how he learned to speak fluently…He said that they memorized their lines. they have to perfect it.
ok ung petpups.. di pa nga lang ako nakakapaglibot.. pero may mga dumadalaw sa pet ko.