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done with the first…two more to go…this is the second time I entered the campus of the Gr33n Arch3rs…
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Odie…

I miss you soooooooo much…  People come and go, I know… But it’s really hard to accept the fact that I won’t be seeing you when I look to my right…I dunno when will I get used to this…Two weeks and I miss you so bad… We miss you…I really really do… (

Love lots,

G4rFlELd

Esgee

It feels like I’m one of those people, who wants to go to M4nila hoping that it’ll change my way of living… Esgee feelis like M4nila and it’s as if I’m in a far far away province…  I really really need to sleep….ZzzZZzz

G!mp!ng

 In a week’s time

 And will be on a:

study and work()ut at the same time

I hope this works

So Fr3Akin Tired!

After all I’ve been through, it felt like my effort was senseless… May it be with w()rk…or with other things *AAAARGH*

Less Expectations = Less Disappointment whatever kind of equation’s this… All I know is that I am really freakin tired…

These may be nothing to others but not for me…

- earned the lowest score on my team during our b()wIing 

- changes in pr()j. plan (w()rk-r3Iated)

- gain3d (those hateful Ibs.) what I lost last week

- realized things when I went to my best friend’s bday

I should stop this senseless rant… *sigh*

I’m-0n-A-Dlet

Yes… I am!!! ) Goodluck to me! My goal? My welght a decade ago… So by the time I reach a-quarter-of-a-century, it would feel like Im 15… (in denial huh?)

Btw, I was surprised I was asked to go on the |3.+. last Frl to j4p4n…hahahah just kidding to l4gun4 of course…

e/-\rthQu/\ke?

i thought i was just dizzy..At around 12:40 am… An <insert title here> lasted for i think a minute? Or I was really scared that I thought it was that long? I didn;t move… I was studying something when it happened… SO, what I did? I tweeted first after the <insert title here>… It is shameful I know…but I do believe that this is not my time…not even the EOTW…I heard some doors open and feet walking on the hallway during the <insert title here>… Anywho… time for bed… *yawn*

Being A Lefty

It was unfortunate for me to slip on our bathroom floor this week… Still suffering from body aches…but what concerns me the most is my left arm/hand… Aside from that, I am suspecting I do have CTS… I am uncomfortable doing little things like lifting things a little heavy or opening a bottle of C()ke… scared to death that as a “programmer”, I don’t want to have a record that I’ve undergone *gasp* surgery… Okay, I may be overacting but I am really scared…

So as much as possible I do things the “right” way.
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Fu+ureSh()ts

:)

|3.+.

we went to Japan for a day! lol…just kidding

we went to L4guna for d4t4 collection and the inst4ll4tion of our pr0duct…

I must say, it’s a different world out there.. it felt like everything around me are lego blocks… Factories here and there…and their streets: Excellence, Accuracy, Progress, Productivity and Integrity…just to name a few…
just wow… If you work there, you will be constantly reminded of these things… what a brilliant idea in motivating their employees!
I was reaaaaaaaally really tired that day… so tired that when my back touched the bed…I was immediately taken to slumberland… and when I opened my eyes, it’s almost time to go to the office again… And yeah, today I looked at my portfolio and bang! It was so disappointing to see S_M_C… ( 

LSS Lazy Sunday Soundtrip…

ipilit ang title…ahehe

and this one… my officemate introduced which I tried to memorize right after…

I saw one of my sisses last week… hesitant? yes…nostalgic… definitely yes… the last time it was our b4tch leader… then my closest b4tchmate… when it will be you? will you even bother?

random

wt? a 15 sec. fire alarm just woke everyone up… or is it for me? telling me to go to sleep ) 

Shutd0wn…

What if my body decided to shutdown? Will I go up there? *sigh* i really need to change my lifestyle… It’s a good thing my s!ster’s beside me… I can’t even control my tears from falling this morning… Like right now, I should be sleeping, but because I went back to sleep this noon, I feel tired but not sleepy…

I’m Just Plain

Happy! Big thanks to +he_scr!pt and mah fwend…

きょう 　は　だいすき　です。。。　：）

and yeah today’s my mom’s bday!

P.C.A.G.

Last Thursday, I saw our previous ojt at the mall. I am surprised that she left her friends to talk to me… Out of the blue, my feet just started to walk… I was too insensitive to realize why she asked me if I’m in a hurry… But still she walked with me… I was glad I felt like I am not a stranger to her… That even if they have completed their required hours, even if we won’t be meeting at the office, it felt like nothing has changed. And quite frankly, I missed them…

People come and go…but it’s really hard not to be attached to the people who’ve seen you in all sorts of mood…craziness, foolishness, etc… 

And just today, another tr4inee left, I dunno but he ignored me and it felt like I have done something wrong… But I’m certain that I haven’t done anything to make him treat me that way…

And my officemate tricked me with this phrase:

Ays Kre Am For Sah Leh He Reh

I started my day with a happy <3 but i’m sleeping with a broken one…emoness strikes again…pfft…

P.S. I arrived early at the office today, so now : とても　ねむい。。。

(totally random)

Missing Hideki

I haven’t been playing the guitar for almost, I think, 3 months now… The tip of my fingers were soft again…Why? Because my wrist is hurting…I hope I don’t need to see a different doctor regarding this… ugh… Also, I’ve changed the strings of my guitar but I didn’t do it properly so the strings don’t sound the way they’re supposed to… And yeah, 5 more days…Istill don’t know if I’ll be able to go to theScript’s concierto..but I really really really want to go (

IN THE END, I’M EMPTY-HANDED

I don’t even have the genad tix… I should’ve bought it…*cries* It’s just that I don’t know how many should I buy… *still crying* 

:((

I so want to watch THIS…I can’t spend a lot for this

Im on a limited budget, I’ve got expenses and bills to pay…

Why oh why? Lol… too much drama…But still

Off to slumberland…

Huwaa

I was on a half day leave today but it felt like I still spent time at the office… As early as 12:30 Im already at Cubao station…We arrived at the hospital at around 2pm…But waiting for my turn to see the doctor took ages… Whew…I was really really booooored… Not to mention my phone which is used just for calling… I can’t browse the net, can’t text, can’t navigate… waaah… poor me… I was prescribed with the same medicine when I had pneumonia few years back… He said if I still don’t feel well after 2 weeks, I should come back for a follow up… I really need to get back on track…